Friday, September 26, 2008
im so angry with myself arghh. im like blogging every single day and doing nothing else but slacking. irritating irritating irritating. and can i just concentrate on my promos and stop thinking abt nonsense. i'll have so much time to myself after promos to think of all sorts of rubbish, whatever i want to think of. what the hell am i doing. and hell, this is going to be a long post of rubbish so i'll advise you against reading it cos it's nothing important except rants and rubbish rarr. promos are really horrible, it's sixty percent lar. its seriously going to pull my overall grades down. my poor ca's going to be dragged down by stupid promos zomggg this sucks. and guess what, im going to study alone later at novena starbucks cos it's conducive there whoever has got nothing better to do cos you've finished exams you can pop by to entertain me cos i predict that i'll be damn bored by math. but actually studying alone is good, less distractions and it brings more focus, well provided im not at home luh, because this is what i'll end up doing at home. like now, i've a math book, pencil and gc in front of me but they ended up as my elbow rest while typing this post omg so horrible righty. anyway i feel abit stupid typing this long paragraph of rubbish but im just trying to deter ppl who dont care from reading this post luh. if you managed to read until here, it's either you're a kpo ttm person or you're truly a good friend of mine whee. im not making sense hor but anyway i'll push on luh. sorry for disturbing you these few days man, i feel like a total loser luh. but i'll try to be more independent. i'll go on night walks on my own, go to everywhere we've been to on my own. i know i'll definitely go to those places after promos esp, but i'll try to smile at those memories okay. i dont even think you read my blog anymore, but its as well luh, at least you wont get angry or upset with yourself. that's definitely the last thing i want man. anyway thinking of typing this long paragraph, i got reminded of one of your blog posts last year, which was also this long without any paragraphing but i still read it all to know what happened to you. sigh. stupid me, stop thinking lar! and ive decided to revert to my old guai self and stop hurling vulgarities and saying all the hc stuff like laxing, tmd and ggxx. and my voice didnt change luh, im just sick and you havent heard my original voice for so long alr. missed those times we'll just talk on the phone about the most random stuff and i'll sit on my bed or outside my house on windy nights, talking to you and thinking of you. ahhhh im talking rubbish again siao. anyway where should i go for my walkey tonight? hmm i shall ponder over this later while doing math teehee anyone wants to keep me company? :O i read my old ancient blog and i realise i've more :D than ): last year eh. almost all the posts this year consists of at least one emo line omg horrible tsk. hopefully no one will have the patience to read till here luh okay, not everyone's as patient as me lor hahahaha im joking :O yeyep i shall go off and do math le, even armrest reminds me of soemthing rarrrrr angry with myself! okay im so going to own math promos okay, and i swear if i screw math i'll transfer out of hc, and it's not like i super like it there anyway so yepyep that's all! byebye i shall not blog until um um after promos!
tada.
/ memories replayed;
